December 2009
30 posts
“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And...”
– St. Augustine
Reveal or Rewind
hmmm… its gonna be 2010 in 22 hours soon, imma reveal bout my almost whole tragic 2009. love luck was totally a disaster, things do not go the way i wanted to, being paranoid to the extend i got bored, knowing what to do when things happened somehow , sick and tired of fighting over love, and it happened more than 3 or 4 times? hopefully 2010 i’ll find myself a stable relationship. i...
drink drank drunk
as what i’ve wanted for this week, i really got drunk on ladies night. i bet tim had a hard time taking care of me. yesterday night club with tim, yongboon, patrick, and others(forgot their name). party like a rock starrrrrrrr, drank quite a lot of whiskey and beer, i dont like that taste okayyyyyy and i puke. fuck the taste ewwwww~! club ended and i stayed over at tim’s place, slept...
party madly
omgggggggggg, sat was a blast okayyyyyyyyyy. went powerhouse with siaw ting, weixin, benjamin. then met the others there too, dance madly like a bitch. holy fuck that mr cutie drank until high -.- dance around with benjamin, weixin, jiaxian and wieli at the dance floor. smoke as usual, after that went to find tim, yongboon, esther and oscar. drank with benjamin’s sis and her friend....
liquor+club=boomz
Laugh at my title, im mad bout clubbing nowadays. had dinner with christine, siaw ting and her sis at dhoby ghaut today. (sorry mr cutie as they planned already so i left with no choice except going there.) met xiao bai awhile, took train to harbour front and xiao bai went home. headed to powerhouse with kevin and teresa. of all times, its the first time i ever wear such dumb heels and my foots...
Listen
Your Smile
zomfg, i dont know whether im happy or what. last night i remember someone’s smile so fucking sweet! damn it, its like in my mind all the time. cant wait to dance with that someone on sat hehehehe. (PS. because someone dance until so fucking cute!) oh yeah i forgot to mention what i did before i go powerhouse. i went sentosa with cymon, marky, cheang, amos and friends. they went cycling...
HIGH
When i say jump, you say how high?! i was fucking high and seh today because kevin’s friend pour me almost full cup of liquor and i drink immediately with beer -.- drank some more……..and some more…….i cannot tahan, got really high already then jinbao walked me to the toilet, i walk zeek zack like mad. after that went to smoke and rest, puke abit went to and continue...
X'mas is Coming Soon!
zomfg, i dont know what to do on christmas eve, teresa ask me to club with her but i feel like tonning at somewhere to enjoy red wine and pinic in the night hah! this christmas i’ve decided to bake something for good friends of mine, or should i say those more closer to me. i need to make a list real soon duh.
Jin Bao
Kenneth
Teresa
Kevin
Pork
Yingren
Benedict
Siaw Ting
Mink
...
Missing You
Oh baby, I’m missing you We used to love so strong Tell me where did we go wrong Oh baby, I’m missing you They say I’ll learn to forget But it sure ain’t happened yet Been checkin’ all the places where we used to go (used to go) Been lookin’ for your face inside the crowd I’ve been talkin’ to the people that we used to know But nobody wants to say...
Possibility & Impossibility
we humans will never realise until when one’s gone. i miss your gentle kisses, your warmest hug, your laughters, your lil’ actions, your presence and your smile. spent time with you a few hours just now, my heart feel contended, i really had fun. how i wish that the moment would last forever.
anyway, went down to cube once i woke up. hang around with friends until night, met teresa...
“In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one...”
– Mignon McLaughlin
Bed Of Roses
Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don’t know ‘Cause a bottle of vodka still lodged in my head And some blonde gave me nightmares think that she’s still in my bed As I dream about movies they won’t make of me when I’m dead With an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning While some marching...
Vanilla Twilight
The stars lean down to kiss you, And I lie awake I miss you, Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere. Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly, But I’ll miss your arms around me I’ll send a postcard to you dear, Cause I wish you were here. I’ll watch the night turn light blue, But it’s not the same without you, Because it takes two to whisper quietly, The silence isn’t...
Listen
“Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching...”
– Marguerite De Valois
Clubbbbbbbbb
had piano lesson early in the afternoon, headed to cube wanted to meet ryan but he went movie with troy. i left with no choice so i met papa, daniel and kira in cube. played audi, and i was being ask to take pictures of me playing audi. i was panic because of the ladder as im feared of heights. after the movie, ryan and troy came back. had dinner with meijuan and papa at dhoby ghaut xchange, the...
“Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.”
– Kahlil Gibran
Dreadful Nightmare
ever wonder what if nightmare happens in reality? it could be another big blow. i need to talk to best friends/sisters badly soon. the nightmare really screwed me somehow, i almost woke up in tears. it hurts so badly. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Happily Ever After
baby book out and came over to my place, as a promise to him, i cooked pasta as breakfast for him, hopefully he likes it. watched tv and rest awhile, around 12 plus almost 1 i prepared and headed over to his place. waited for him to bath and used com awhile then went to bugis. bought my jacket ^_^ went to jcube, meet xiaorong, keimus and roti. ate dinner and played dota inhouse, our team won :D i...
Sleepy!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh, im so lazy to club tonight. im super sleepy due to insufficient sleep. wanted to meet siaw ting for shopping in the end we woke up in the evening. cook as usual, watched anime and korean drama. imma falling asleep again soon, its time to rest. i miss baby <3
5th dec ; a date to remember
supposed to go down cube early, but i’ve to wait for baby to book out. met baby at interchange, took bus down to jcube. had dinner at kfc, went to slack around with friends. went back to cube, played audi awhile, went powerhouse with kingston and alex. it was kinda boring, because of the dumb music and it ended with lion king theme song. nonsense fuck seriously. after that went to...
“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn,
Is to love and be loved in return.”
– Natalie Cole
Give Us Your Blessings?
i was so upset when you mention bout her, asked me to read her blog. does it even worth for her to be so sad over you? its like having me not enough? still mention bout her, FUCK IT! gah, not gonna elaborate more. siaw ting came over my place to bake cookies with me, as a surprise for my love. well, i hope he loves the cookies i bake. went to meet love because he miss me so much! gave him the...
FML
sigh! its been so long ever since i last cried -.- felt terribly sad, all i could do was called buddy and rant like mad. i’ve got no mood to do anything, wanted to drink a lot, i put my liqour, mixers all on the table already, yet in the end i dont feel like drinking. a year ago i suffered a big slow, a year after another big blow. why such things should even happen to me in the first place....
Enough is enough
FUCKING CHEEBYE LA, HUAN LO SO MUCH MY PAST FOR FUCK? NOW HAPPY RIGHT? GIAN SONG RIGHT? MAKE ME UNTIL SO DULAN, TRYING TO MAKE THINGS DIFFICULT FOR ME? NABEY CHEEBYE, I HAVE ENOUGH OF SO MANY FUCKING NONSENSES ALREADY. YOU STILL WANNA DISTURB ME? HUAN LO MY LIFE ENOUGH ALREADY STILL WANT HUAN LO MY BOYFRIEND’S LIFE? I PITY THAT WHY AMELIA DOESNT WANT YOU, ASK YOURSELF WTF YOU DID TO HER IN...
To My Beloved
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine… Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
sotong+octopus
zomfgggggggggggg, i just gotta fetish of having red roses in my room and prolly some soft toys to replace my meowmeow. im dying to have someone by my side now so badly. i miss his hugs <3
November 2009
17 posts
Thick & Thin
i read my friend’s blog, its fucking touching. i wonder if ever there’s someone being there for you, going through thick and thin with you, never forsake you for the mistakes you’ve done, its like a song from red jumpsuit apparatus and it goes ; i’ll never let you fall, i stand up with you forever. i’ll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me...