January 2011
9 posts
Devastated
Day 2, walked to see you, i felt so unprepared. I can’t bear to send you off, wishing that you’re still alive, this is a dream but but this reality. A few hours more to send you off, i really can’t believe…
“People do not die for us immediately, but remain bathed in a sort of aura of...”
– Marcel Proust
The importance of life
I just lose a very good buddy on 26th january. His name is Shangjie, known as my very good buddy. He’s always there to cheer me up when i heart to heart talk with him. Remembering the old times, the first time i met him at emily’s chalet, he’s a extremely friendly person, he would accompany me to get my ice cream. Chit chat with him the 2 days over there, he’s a very nice...
Torment
Yes, i’m in the midst of tragedy, i don’t wanna talk to almost everyone. I don’t reply text, i don’t reply almost everything cuz i’m really no the mood. I just wanna be alone and figure out my thoughts. Recalling what happened on 22th jan 2010. Does it even matters seriously? Yeah, prolly the worst birthday ever. Is it pride or is it something else? But thanks...
“I think people make mistakes, and they’re going to disappoint you, especially...”
– Leo Cruz - Make It Or Break It (via betweenextremes)
Time
I just realised that i’ve wasted too much time on love, sick and tired of those shits. Wishing and hoping for the best one to appear, maybe it appeared but gone again? Whatever it is, I always love the wrong guy. Maybe i should start being materialistic and realistic so every guy would hate me, till they reach my expectations. Birthday party at powerhouse, yes what a best night, i thought he...
Stucked up
Hi, i was so piss off bout my pay on monday. Delayed again with reason or should i say excuse. Wasted my damn trip over there. How fuck up can that be. I hope they won’t screw me tomorrow when i go down, i need my pay to open bottles this coming saturday and i wanna do manicure! Anyway, my birthday is in 19 hours time <3 ! Happy 20th To Me! TEEHEE!
A new year, a new start
Sorry for the late post, i’ve been thinking a lot these days. Figuring out how did i spend 2010. I swear it was a very screwed year, too many mistakes and prolly some things undone. Played with fire and let someone left me. The truth is, i do miss that someone but i guess he has moved on with his life happily. Been wondering, if time could reverse back, i might wanna salvage this...